I am in the midst of MUCHO CHANGE & Dang, I have no net to fall back on. Muther! What Mega Mercy it is to have easy access to your Gifts again to guide my a** through this never ending process O’CHANGE.

Infinite Blessings
Infinite Gratitude
Infinite JOY!!!!!

And still I frequently ask myself Why do I resist? I reisist doing things I “want” to do. I resist doing things that would be “good” for me.

I have a lifetime habit of saying “No” to new ideas immediately. Its like my Sun in Aries nature throws her head down and shows her horns. I have recently been trying to cultivate saying or at least thingking “Ok” or “Yes” instead. What I end up doing on a practical basis is saying “Maybe”. I can let the idea soak in for awhile and then I can judge my resistance more clearly.